It's like having Ants in Your Pants...

Brought doggie to Mac Ritchie for a walk on Sunday...
Usually we go to Botanical Gardens...
To Sentosa if we bringing him for a swim...

But Mac Ritchie cos we just wanna try something new..
You know.. give doggie a brand new place to sniff out! :)

Instead.. we got an adventure of our own...

Firstly.. halfway thru the Lornie trail i think it's called...
there were soft muddy patches...

ewwww....
I kena icky shitty looking mud on my slipper clad feet n we were going "OH NOOOooo" cos doggie will get muddy paws n we gotta put him on the car seat laterrrrrrrr......

"Never mind!! I brought wet wipes!" I exclaimed to Rif...

Secondly... we got caught in the rain while making our way back for a drink at the canteen...
(which totally cannot compare w Les Amis Cafe in Botanical gardens lor...)

Thirdly... when we wanted to sit down... Doggie appeared super agitated n circling n we tot he wanted to poop..
Brought him to the grass n he jus sat down...

"Huh?!"

So we sat him back down under our table in the canteen while Rif went to get drinks...
Then while wiping doggie's mud n gravel splattered belly w a wet wipe..

I noticed BIG black ants in his furry paws!!!!

Argh!!!

No wonder he keep chewing on his paws!!!

Jus at that moment.. one of those damn ants crawl up my ankle n bit me..

YOwl!!

Grrrrrr.. Oh no... n Whiskey's paws had like dozens of these pesky buggers...

I exclaimed my discovery to a very bewildered Rif, who jus came back bearing drinks..
N dragged dog n him out to find a tap or toilet or water source where I can wash Doggie up...

I ended up squatting next to some taps outside the loo prying big ants outta Whiskey's furry paws...
Not easy k. N it was icky business... feels like standing in a wet public toilet without footwear.

Dog fur like got some waxy layer when wet.. n their toes are all stuck close together...

Thinking back now... I wondered if Doggie was grateful or jus umcomfy at that time... though he did seem to be not so edgy after I cleaned them... ;D

Rif also looked like he din know how to react to my sudden kan chiong state... kekeke~

The expression on his face was just too funny... priceless... :D

Until I told him that I felt bad for Doggie cos it's like having ants in your pants...
imagine dozens of them crawling around in yr pubes... or head..." I explained myself...
Ewwwwww~

Following that... we drove back in a car filled w the smell of a wet dog...
Cos we did have a wet dog in the back... ;D

Yes... we love our dog that much...
And I miss that furball sooo much now...

This is me n him at Botanical Gardens the last time...
Where there was no mud, no ants...
And nice coffee n food (we specially ordered chicken chop for doggie too!) from Les Amis Cafe..

Awww... check out his gooey black doggie eyes!!
Totally melts my heart!!

And his Snow Nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes... pink nose is called Snow Nose.

And he got fatter!!!
A full grown glorified Goldie!!

And he's soft n furry all over...

Lastly... I think Singapore lacks places where we can bring dogs out w us...
In europe people actually bring their pooches into LV boutiques n onto trains...

In Sin we can't even bring our darlings to say, Spinelli's at Heeren? Or bloody Newton...
or jus any old hawker centres...

I wanna open a chain of cafes around Sin where dogs are all welcome... heh heh...

N wouldn't it be wonderful if people can bring their doggies w them to events like Zoukout too!?!?

Then will be so fun!!

haha...~

Ignore me.. Im delirious w no sleep cos have been playing this game called Diner Dash the past 2 nites til 6 in the a.m.

Try it!!!

Fremantle... Christchurch.. & chillin' back home!

See lar... I choose here choose there...
Template still come back to GREEN colour...
Alamak... no wonder when I went shopping w a colleague once.. she commented that my taste in colours very halal...

I was like huh?!?!"

Anyhooo...
This trip to Perth..
We went to Fremantle...

On a side note... I miss Dot... who went on a roadtrip w me to Margaret River back in Feb...
But as I had mentioned... Abu Dhabi was the last team flight n Roobs, Dot n Chris has since been tranferred out...

Aiyah... such is the job... hard to foster good friendships much less maintain them...

Photos!

We ate...
Clam chowder, BBQ scallops n squid, Fish'n'chips..
And my new team girl Shereen!

Sitting on the dock...
Notice the lack of eyebrows... cos never make up mah..
Had a rough night!!

Fremantle Prison!

Tour was 1hr 15 mins though.. for AUD$16
We din take it cos we were sleepy n had to work overnight...

Cool.. for Halloween they have something called The Torchlight Tour...
For those who like to scare themselves...

Imagine if St James' Powerhouse used to be a prison or holding Zoukout there... Happening rite?! ;D

Back in the city...

Something wrong w photobucket...
keep rotating.. looks okie in album but when uploaded still like this.. ah...

Jerry also like...

After a twisted ankle (again!?)... n a draggy 5 hr nite flight... I'm home...
I'm tired of working working working...

My leave finally coming next week!!!!

Wheeeeee!

Time to chill n catch up w people... lai lai lai... call me for high tea n dinner n coffee n drinks!! ;D
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In my month of absence... where time is not spent on blogging... I caught up w...

Danny..

Thanks for your "World Class Company"... :)
And not charging me yr escort fees... hee hee hee...

Sorry for the late advertisement also lar... now I put up k?

To engage Dannyboy's services... pls call......

Er... email me la...hee hee.. I give number to you.. ;p
insomniac_gal@yahoo.com !

My batch boy, Ron n batch girl, Gayle..

Who both have since quit flylife...
Ron has crossed over to become a pilot..
And brought ALL his batch boys to Balaclava as well..
hmmm... that night only proved my perception that all pilotboys damn Buaya!!
heh heh


Gayle is happily engaged to her One.. who also dropped by that night!
And sporting a striking 1 carat bling bling.. :)

I always like to ask newly weds this question... esp the guys.. antagonise them.. ;p
"How you know she's the one you wanna spend the rest of yr life w ah?"

Well.. the dude answered confidently...
"well.. cos when I look around at other girls... I find no one else who is as beautiful as her.. or who can compete w her.."

wahhhhhhhhh! ;D
So sweet nahh...

Wat more.. he proposed to her in Male...her last flight b4 she resigned...
The only better settings I can think of is prob Paris, Venice, Santorini or Rome...

Von also joined me at Bala that fateful night..

I had only slept 2 hours.. did a BKK turn... n rushed down to Suntec..
So after like 4 Cobra(of all brands... Ron ordered Indian beers for everyone!!) beers... i like wanna close eyes ready..

But Von had to go to Velvet w her SPG manager...
We ended up trampling on little boys' feet in Phuture cos I was intoxicated n sleepy n I made her equally drunk w more Vodka REdbull...

Wahaahaha~
That was a good night! ;p
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Because I feel like it n I dun care bout sequence...
I will blog bout Christchurch now... after babbling bout my nights out... hehe..~

My first time to Christchurch, New Zealand...
Lucky Jerry also first time...

Together w Shereen... ever adventurous la she, even after flying so long.. :)
We rented a car...

And drove to this place called Hamner Springs...
Kind of like a resort place with all kinds of activities like Bungee jumping... Jet boating, Go-karting, Skeet Shooting... etc...

As usual reach a place we find food first...
Real furnace thingy w proper burning wood n all lei!!!

The gorge..

The bridge behind me is where the bungee jumpers jump from...

Closer look...
Very high hor...
Scary...

I skipped the bungee cos the next day had to work mah...
Also cos I chicken..
Would sure jump if I on holiday!!!
If suffer trauma how to work back!!?? huh?

heee

We went skeet shooting...
NZD$30 for 10 shots per pax...

KNN... none of us got a single dumb claybird..

But the instructor can't get also!!
He said so far he only see professionals such as a police woman get shots proper..

No need to try lar.. waste time n money only...
unless you wanna have the experience of holding n firing real shotgun...

It's pretty heavy...
The pullback quite hard when fire.. so the shoulder where you rest the butt of the gun can get sore...

Then we do jet boating...


looks pretty harmless right?
But pretty damn exciting n fast also!
Ok worth the NZD$80 per pax for 30 mins ride lor...

But if you think of bring yr whole family for holiday activities is super ex$$ man...

View of the Mountains...
Snow Capped..
nice!

All bundled up in lifevests...

Conclusion..
NZ is damn boring place for holiday..
for couples n small families maybe.. maybe jus drive n see the scenery n stuff...
but expensive if wanna bring whole family there for activities lor...

K i'm feeling lazy n tired again...
even after sleeping whole day..
Will blog bout my Disney overdose in Hkg n Tokyo soon!!

tata~!

Another Dimension, Another Life...?

I had the strangest dream this afternoon...

Most dream are like fuzzy... sometimes to the point of scary n I force myself to wake from them even...

Today though... I actually wanted to stay in it to find out what happens in the end...

It was like this...

Me being rather unsatisfied with wat I have i this lifetime...
then one day, I found a hole in the back of my wardrobe...
And venturing in... I found that the hole opened up to another room... exactly the same as mine!!

I heard a "Crash"... n somone running away from the corridor to the room...
I followed... n nearly died of shock when I saw another girl who looked exactly like me...
A twin?!?!?!

she was shocked too...but somehow we took a liking to each other instantly..
it was the same person.... me... though in a different dimension...

I looked around her room n found that she has the things I always wanted but never got...
She has the life that I always wanted...
What i found unsatisfying n lacking was present in her life...

Before I could ask her bout the living the perfect life I envisioned.. I was woken... -___-"

Then I thought bout it..
Gee.... did I watch something like this in movies b4.. or read a story book b4?
Pretty good plot for a blockbuster dun you think!??! ;D

Just imagine... in another dimension... we could be leading another life...
hmmmmmmmmm.....

A Minor in the States.. Woohoo!

I'm back from Delhi...

Awake since 7pm yesterday evening n still buzzing now from a whole pot of marsala tea I had onboard from Del to Sin...
heh heh..

Very happy blogging cos my new Mac is super efficient...

Can you spot the difference?

Actually tempted to buy the black Macbook...
But gotta pay like $250 more just the colour difference w exact same specs...

Would probably have given in to temptation last time...
But this time I thought that I have better use for the extra $250 plus bucks... like paying my monthly exhorbitant phonebill...heh heh...

In contrast.. the new Macbook is slimmer n wider...

iBook was 12 inch though.. cuter.. hee!



Whichever way it is... my iBook is still indispensible... having been w me for 5 years liao..
it still contains lots of fond memories n photos n my homework for work..
And I actually prefer the old keyboard...
*hug iBook n kiss*



MacBook is like new boyfriend...
Gotta get slowly acquainted n then fall more n more in love with it...



Geez .. you must think I'm crazy...
Actually personifying my Mac lappies!! ;D
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Anyway... jus wanna share the photos taken on my recent trip to New York..


There was some Hispanic parade going on...
Apparently it was Hispanic Day when I asked the other bystanders along 5th Ave that day...

Super crowded..
The whole thing lasted for bout 2.5 hours man...
but the floats were like not very pretty... so I din bother to take pics lar...

Some giant mirror art piece behind Rockafeller(shit forgot how to spell since the last trip!!) Centre

I actually made a mental note to remember the artist name n title of the piece... but now forgot... Argh!

But can you spot me?? :)



I was walking towards 5th Ave from 3rd n 43th when I noticed a flea market (or wat we would call "pasar malam' la)

Kebabs are like staple pasar malam food there...
Every beginning of a block also have...

That's why they say Chinese are damn enterprising people...
US$10 for 10 freaking mins!?? $20 for 20 mins??

The chinese were also the main stallholders hawking fake branded bags, random stuff like socks... barang barang stuff lar...


BTW.. the hottest new to-fake bag this season seems to be the Fendi Spy bag... FYI lar..
think the price of a real one is like 3-4k

Old school placards n posters...
Got stuff like Coke etc... nice!

Chrysler Building

The smells of kebabs... hot dogs...
All these on a sunny afternoon in New York...
With Lee Burridge playing on my iPod...
Okie.. I gotta love my job. ;D

Me n a pretzel for dinner

Somehow always get gastric n heartburn in NY..
Cos the food damn sian... all oily n greasy n heavy..



Maybe cos the day I touched down is like 12 hours behind SIN.. body clock all screwed up n ended up sleeping for 12 hours n not eating for 24 hours til the 2nd day...

The salt on the pretzel too damn salty..
I ended up scratching all the salt off as I walked back to hotel...

Much like Hansel n Gretel as they left a trail of breadcrumbs behind them...
Dodo left a trail of salt along 5th... ;p

Eh... And I got carded when buying ciggies in the States...


So happy..


I actually look under 21!!!!!!!!


;D


8D


hee..


hee hee...



hee hee hee..!! ;D


And imagine when I was 12, people think me 15..

16, people think I 18-19...

23, people think i 27...


but as I got older... now more n more incidences of people saying I'm 24 n younger...

Good sign...



I seriously swear by SKII.. n maybe Imedeen!! ;p

Noticed this little orange booklet packed together with the ciggies there...


The Quit Assist they have so friendly...

Unlike SIN...
Only know how to put scary pics to make people squirm n go yucks'!...

The new Fall collection featuring oral cancers!!!

"Oh how inspiring Darhhlings..."

I stopped buying cigs for like 2 weeks plus n was surprised when I saw the new disgusting pics..

Sources say that they have taken away the "family" n "man on respirator" cos not yucky enough...

Instead.. there's 2 oral cancer pics.. n 1 featuring a foot w gangrene...
If you ask me... the foot pic can also be 'hong kong foot' wat...
Gangrene!??!

I think i care more bout lung cancer .. losing my nose.. that kinda thing? hee hee

The endeavour to quit is still ongoing...
I dun have a fag unless I go to clubs now... :)

Got lots more photos to blog bout... keep checking back!!
sleepy liao.

Marsala tea is damn Shiok...

Greetings from the crew room in Delhi...
Im buzzing from the Marsala tea I had onboard n in my room...
It's fyucking strong can!??!

I can't sleep even after a 5.5 hour nonstop chock-a-bloc flight in...
Wat more.. Din get much sleep the night b4 cos went down to Zouk to meet up w Gwennie n Al n Von...(huh? Von go Zouk?? teehee so cute huh?)

So I came down with an intent to finish my NYC blog...
The pics all uploaded nicely..
jus need to talk cock n put them into place...

But sad to say.. the broadband(as if) connection here sucks to the core... n I can't go in to edit...

Not only that.. I can't change the font here .. dunno why...
So gotta edit agin when back in SIN..
Argh^$^&


Anyhoo...
I jus read the latest Juice mag n guess wat?! Zoukout date is released!
Yippee!

Hmmm... dunno why i so excited either... cos dun think I'll go this year...

Made it to Zoukout no.2..n won a handphone cos i had a hot hot bod then n some photographer took my pic n put it up in Today.. HAHA~ ;D

n 3 was in Marina South n it was not too good except for the homemade fried chicken Rif's housekeeper prepared for us.. ;D

N no.4 had Paul Van Dyk.. (but moi was with a couple of peeps who only like Mambo n died when PVD came on at like 5am. :( KNS)

Then No.5 last year rocked cos it rained...
N cos Stephane Pompougnac was super...

No.6 this year??
Sigh... not sure if any of my aging frenz are so sporting anymore as to stay up til 7am for jumping about in sand...

Sad hor??

Well I'm already gonna miss Sasha on Hari Raya eve.. ;( *RoaR*
so as long as no Deep Dish, PVD, Stephane Pompougnac or the likes at Zoukout... shld be able to live w it lar.. ;)

Maybe I'm always excited at the prospect of Zoukout..cos if I go, it's like not acknowledging the fact that I will one day grow out of clubbing...
Something like that you know?

I still get hyper n non sleepy when I get asked to Zouk to party...
The whole process of putting on nice make up n making the effort to look good jus feels good...

Shit... looks like I will never ever grow outta it...

But dun call me a poser hor?
I always hide in discrete corners n either just check out other people, or jus catch up with mates over drinks...
Like having coffee at a cafe you know? Just more shouting involved...
hee hee...


As for Von...
She surprised me w a "Girl go Zouk tonight?" text last night as well..
The Dbl O n Devil's specialist needed a change...
her explanation?
"I'm sick of Dbl O, too many bengs at Momo, Thumper too old, Devils something something... Mos something something... so I dun have much of a choice do I?"

I almost laughed out loud at her text...
This is wat happens when you party every weekend for like forever...
If I'm a swinging single, I'd definitely follow the Party Princess on her 18 hour party binge every weekend whenever I can man!

Sorry Phuture was a disappointment last night honey...
That nite after Bala's was good however...
And I enjoyed making you sick with vodka Redbull.. hahaha~
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Remember Deniz's nail place?
He has shifted...
Still in Holland V though instead of being above Breko's,
He's moved to above Swenson's..
It's called Wild Instincts now n m sure it's bigger n better!

Am gonna invite myself to his opening on the 22nd n surprise him n hope he doesn't turn me away for abandoning him for so long!!

Watch this space for updates... :)

Okie.. it's 4am here... which means 6.30 am in SIN...
my bedtime...

So looking forward to the off days after going home on Monday morning.. tired tired tired..

Lastly...
Thanks to those who kept checking back for updates though I have stopped for so long... esp Flozy..:)
was contemplating announcing my comeback on Friendster's blog but since I haven't done much to my skin n all...
N have gotten texts from people I least expect to still read me...
Am jus gonna keep it on a low down for awhile..
Keep surprising me people!!

Oh.. n thanks to Fallapart who told me those were the lyrics to Snow Patrol's song too!

Niteys!

More thoughts on The One..

Remember when I said I needed to refine n redefine my take on The One when I announced my blogging break??

Well.. while walking down 5th Ave today... I saw a super old couple hobbling along struggling to cross a small road amidst heavy traffic...
And when the old missus made it across.. she immediately turned around to check on her other half... her hand instinctively reaching out for his....
And they continued hobbling alongside each other... hand in hand..

Made me feel so warm seeing them together...
And once again, wishing n hoping that one day...
I would find The Right One...
Who would love me forever n ever.. more than anyone else...
More than even our own children... REally!! hahaha

In my much earlier post on The One... I wrote bout how I believe there r two groups of people...
One who just settle for the next best thing... n the other who believes in The One.... n eternal passion..

Today however... especially when troubled by the reality that the honeymoon period in my relationship has officially ended like a month ago...
My thoughts were more on what more I would like from The One...
And feeling sadder at the thought that Mr Caveman would not be him....

It made me sad cos I realised that he no longer sends me more loving messages than the neccessary "I'm going work", "i'm coming home" n "have a good flight" type of texts.

I might sound like a bitch here but he never gave me any presents in these 6 mths together except the necklace on our 2nd date...
Also.. not to mention that I haven't been wined n dined in the romantic way in a loooong time...
And have him give me his utmost attention as if he really is interested to hear all i have to say...
Sigh...

No wonder Mommy always tells me not to jump into things too quickly...
Sure.. i held my own for bout 3 months... n then I caved.. n brought down all the walls round me...
Well... seems like that was as long as the courtship lasted.

I dun deny that he still takes effort to please me.. like waiting for me at my block to bring my bags up for me...
And stopping drinking when I'm away so we won't end up arguing when i wait up for him in a lonely hotel room at nite...

But these days.. when I so much as say "Darling would you tell me how long more you'd take before you get home" or "Why din you text/call me when you got home", he would fly into a rage n start being defensive n yelling at me..

I tried the soft n hard way... that is... yelling back at him... n also staying patient n saying sorry for interrupting...
But the dude yelled harder when i yelled... n fumed when i was sad...
Argh*
Talk bout reassurance...

I question him because one reader told me one night when i was out that he was seen with another babe at a pub...
And the circumstances were all too coincidental w his claims to have bumped into a female fren after work..
I took his word for it n the incident is long forgiven though..

Anyway.. sorry to digress n whine... but whenever he jumps at me w the excuse of his quick temper, he reminds me of how my dad treats my mom whenever my mom states a fact...
Or wants to start a discussion...

I dun want a marriage w a man like that...
Having to tread softly whenever I have doubts on my mind to clear... questions to ask...
I decided to avoid disagreements if I can... but it's not me...
I end up w nightmares n more insecurities...

Could it be that he's not The One after all the love I've put in??

Sure... I wanna hold, snuggle him n still feel my heart skip sometimes when I'm w him...
I long for him still now n then...
But I'm starting to wonder if it could all be just one sided...

Wat if he has different definitions of The One himself? And he belongs to the other group of people who just settle n believe that passion n fire in any relationship fades with time n allow other things like career n reality to douse the embers?

Then how would things work out when you put 2 people w opposing beliefs of Love together?

Would I be able to keep things burning bright for the 2 of us til death do us part?

Or will I become jaded after trying alone for while n succumb to the monotonous life of being together n no longer be IN love?

Think I'm being ultra melodramatic... bleah~

Perhaps my frenz are right...
"Aiyah.. you too nice to him already. Spoil him liao larr..."

Hmm... maybe they r right...
I spoiled him by driving him to n fro work when I can... n around whenever we go out on dates...
I spoiled him by always making things easy for him... like going to his work place to wait for him finish after clubbing w my frenz... he never does that for me!!
I spoiled him w my numerous presents from around the world...
I spoiled him by giving him timely messages on my whereabouts without him having to worry n be insecure bout...
I spoiled him by being afraid of making him annoyed w me...

Why? becos I believe in doing unto others wat you want others to do unto you...
I starting to wonder if I'm working too hard to be his One...
Doing all these extras he never asked for but doing it still wishing he would realise it n do it back for me...


Yep.. maybe a male version of myself would be the perfect person to be My One... hee hee

eeeew... I can't believe I just said that!!!!! ;p
sheesh...

Okie m gonna stop baring my soul here....
But I really wanna hear wat r other people's definition of the Ideal Other Half...
REally... when you think bout it... how would you like him/her to be like? :)

Why do Honeymoons have to end?

Hi people..
I'm back n I missed blogging to death!! :D

It's been nearly 2 months since I took the blogging break... n so many things have happened...

My fairy tale relationship has taken to the rocks n we had nearly broken up twice..
Then the usual weakling in me took the first step n called n ran back to him..
Blame it on my impatience as well as my constant need for reassurance...
I need a man who has the patience to take me thru the different emotions I put him thru in a quarrel..

I scream, I kick, I say sacarstic things.. I mellow n cry n all i need is to hear the right things being said...

Oh well...

And being with a quick tempered guy doesn't do well..
As the cliched saying goes.. Two wrongs dun make a right...

I have come to accept that... my honeymoon has ended...
yup... sad but true... 6 months into the relationship...
And as I have always predicted, n sterotyped... 5 months n honeymoon will end..

Aiyah.. I'm so sorry guys..
I said I wanted to come back bigger, better n happier...
But the only things that have changed so far is that...
I'VE FINALLY GOT MY NEW MACBOOK!!!

Weeehoooo!! ;D
But right now I'm in the New York (again!) crewroom using a lousy Dell to blog this...
heh heh.
The version of IE on this not compatible with Blogger I think... n the tabs all have this square square things instead of words so I gotta guess before I click...
Bleah~

Back to the question at hand.. am sure everyone wants to know...
Why do Honeymoons have to end?

Jus read this random fact in Men's Health mag yesterday..
They did a test on couples n found that couples newly in love have a higher level of a certain chemical than couples who have been in a relationship a year or longer...
However, since it's a blood thing... couples will somehow still be addicted to each other...

Guess that's why sometimes we feel like we can't live/function properly without our other half...

Think mine ended cos I'm essentially a complicated girl...
Not quite woman yet if you know wat I mean...

I say wat's on my mind but usually.. the men dun get it...
Came home crying to Mom one night after gulping down half a bottle of Absolut n driving aimlessly around trying to get Mr Caveman's response but to no avail...

Mom told me that the man-man in men need to be given specific directions.
They r lousy at guessing n take things at face value...
And they get frustrated when we get annoyed again at having to explain things a if to a child... cos they feel that they have tried their very best already...

Ah.... The difference between Men n Women...
is it really so difficult to predict our actions, expectations???

Isn't it common sense that when you upset her/ haven't resolved a misunderstanding until she coos that she really is okie... that after that you have to work extra hard to assure her that you love her??

But alas... the Man is such..
If one ever read Men are from Mars n Women from Venus.. you'd know bout the Caveman Syndrome..
Where Men retreat into their caves n refuse to talk, argue somemore or see the Woman til he's ready to come out...

While Women have to patiently wait outside when the Men retreats to their caves..
All the while emotions swinging wildly from extremes to extremes... badly needing reassurance in the form of a hug.. n him to talk to...

For women... things become better by thrashing things out... talking until both sides are placated..
For men... they prefer to avoid any disagreements to any extent... n to do that.. they dun say what they feel cos they r unable to recognise their emotions.. n basically avoid friction at ALL costs.

I'm the woman who feels that there are things in the air that haven't cleared up totally...
He's the man who feels that time n patience will make these things go away...

Remember when I said I was looking for a man-man kinda guy?
That was why I fell in love with him.. among other characteristics...

But sometimes... I start to doubt..
That I'm just a girl not ready for such a man-man...

That's why they always say.. Be careful wat you wish for...

I'm getting outta this room cos there r other crew making small talk around me...
My job's already full of small talk from the minute I don my uniform n makeup...
Small talk for a week if I'm away for a week...
With people I usually dun ever see for the rest of my career
With people who dun give a damn bout me as long as I do my fair part of my job

But at least i have this blog to vent my emotions...
When staying in a lonely hotel room struggling to control my emotions gets too much for me.
Well in between smoking a thousand cigs (which I managed to quit for a week mind you!! during the better times of cos) n wanting to intoxicate myself with alcohol... think I'm still doing ok lar!

However.. I still believe that some couples do get their act together if they work together... (READ: really hard.. ) heh heh

The end of the honeymoon also equals to the stage in the realtionship when everything you or your significant other does annoys the hell outta each other...

But it IS possible...

I always have faith... being the hopeful pessimist I m.. *wry smile*


Next update will be on my Tokyo Disney Sea trip... during it's 5th anniversary as well!!
And my first time to Christchurch... where I skipped bungee jumping cos I was chicken...
And my 5 days in Hong Kong with Mr Caveman...
And all on my new cool MacBook... hee.. where I also finally learned how to take screenshots (something I always wondered if Macs could do.. Yikes... loser!!)

Happy Days!!
*smuakZ*