Be my witnesses...

I'm doing this here cos I'm tired of justifying myself..
So u guys will be my witnesses... n at the same time, I dun have to update u all individually when I see u each over the next 2 weeks or so...

And also, becos going public will hit him where it hurts most. (It's either his bird or his pride, I chose to go for the pride cos it's simply way too big n so hard to resist.)

The bugger texted me again.
Once again, when I'm peacefully asleep. Happy like bird. Unexpected.
Once again, his intention to swoop in n shit on me when I'm happily minding my own biz.

And I really dun have anything else to say to him.. but this:

You mean u r only beginning to have your doubt???
Wat ever happened to all that U professed to me on Sunday nite?
Oh I forgot, u r one confused child.

In fact, I wonder... when u were typing tt text out just, to me, is it becos she refused to let you put out?
Or were you in fact, holding her hand in your other??

Oh gosh... dun be greedy...
N oh... i must say this here b4 I forget again. No I dun believe that u actually got me a ring. I'm calling a bluff, cos I'm so sick of yr conjoling n bullshiting.

N really, pls dun think that after all that u have done, humiliating me, lying to me, tt you can ask of even friendship from me???

I will never forget on Christmas Day how I felt, after believing you.
And the way u had no answer to a simple question "After all u had said to me last nite, does she mean more to you or do I mean more to you??"

No, a simple "Dorinn u cannot ask me this kinda question" or "I did not think bout it" will not do.
Cos after professing yr love to me less than 24 hrs ago, this sure makes you sound like a lame ass...

Oh, n u dun have to apologise anymore for hurting me.
Cos the next minute, u're still gonna bring curly haired mama-san around my playground to spite me again.
So really, save yr breath. Cos this time, even if u snog her, shag her in front of my eyes, it ain't gonna affect me no more! : )
Cos she's like.... so uncool man. *grimace*
An empty shell... just right for you! ;D

Before this, I thought that I did not do anything to deserve all that spite from ya....
But I'm past that. The bad dreams r over. U r so over.


How's that for the bitchy witchy response?
My frenz told me to play mind games with him... but I ain't got it in me.
The only thing I know is to be straight forward, be true to myself.

N becos words transpired between 2 persons r hard to attest to, I'm doing this to protect myself.
Who knows what bullshit story he is telling his frenz bout me.... that I'm begging him to come back to me?? u know tt kinda shit.
So... yeah~

Dawdle dawdle....

Being single means one has tons of time to dawdle away...
Cos my time now only belongs to... me.. :)

It also means I get to spend hours sampling CDs in That CD shop ... n reading nonsense crap at Kino to fuel my brain with useless nuggets of info... in between appointments... ahhhh ~
Shiok.

And also time to appreciate myself more....

Got time to 'zi-lian' in toilet after a nice nice hair cut!!

Ooooh me likey~
It was getting kinda heavy as u can see from my Ferry Merry photos..
After all, it has been like 3 months since my last trim.
N the cute shampoo boy gave me a nice blow dry, told him I might go party at nite! ;p

Dinner with my other D.C.

When u put both a Piscean boy n girl buddy together... n they start bitching bout relationships n insensitive lovers n gossiping bout past n present flings... n of cos bitching AT each other... it's kinda mayhem...
I swear I forgot wat dinner tasted like.

N we both dawdled the rest of the evening away at HMV's Dance'n'Soul section, where I discovered I actually quite like Drum' n 'Bass... n tt the dude really spends quite alot of his moolah on cds lor.

"I got money but no worthy girls to spend on mahhh"

-___-"

Who ask u to keep choosing the wrong kinda girls lar! ;p

Not only that. With D.c, I get free copies of his extensive Armin n Tiesto trance collection. In exchange, I provide copies of my copied house n lounge...hee!... which he always complain.... "No beat... too slow lar" ;D damn beng lar You!!!~
Thank u D.C. for yr $5-per-hr cheap-but-good-world-class-company. ;D
(oooh n t.q for the lee burridge cd... u really did not have to, now i gotta get u something in return!)

Sorry Zouk din come thru lar. Stop being grumpy liao lar.
I been awake n out since noon lei... n I'm still sick!

N after spending 640 buckeroos at Raffles hospital on some v expensive meds this morning cos "my immune system broke down" n my "major health dip" as Doc said...

I is super heart pain n figured tt I should stop partying just because I can....
Argh~ S$640!! Y so expensive!??!!??! Cannot claim somemore!! *WaiL*

That's the cost of 1 aKL flight! n i jus took MC for one over Christmas!!!

Then I went to restock my health supplements which I kinda slacked off for 4 months. Vit C n watever... n told myself to stay on it else the $600 experience will occur again in 3 months. Nebe~ Sighhh.....

N you'd glad to know that David Ghuetta plays gay house... as I jus found out as of 0200hrs from my bunny M...so tonight Zouk will be swarmed with happy gay pple....not that I mind them though... ;p
We still got 8 more weekends to go b4 u go back, 4 of which I might be around, sure got chance go hook char bor for u okie??? okie?? ;D

; D

My soulmate is back!!

And I'm so glad to hear his voice on a Sg line!

"Let's go rebounding together"

"Aiyah, sometimes somethings happen unprovoked, like WWII" i was like duh -___-" but yeh"

it's gonna be a blast til end Feb!!!! Whoop!

;D____ hehehehehe~

The Subconscious is Still Hurt... Vulnerable..

Pple who have shared a life with me b4, mostly boyfriends, know that I can't sleep well in troubled times, esp when I can't find the answer to my questions. I keep getting these monstrous dreams since he brought her into the picture. In them, he keeps coming back to hurt me, relentless, at my most vulnerable self. They all depict tt he loves her more than anything n still he keeps lying n lying to me, conjoling me, assuring me, deceiving me. In my dreams, the evil becomes incredulous; to the point of ridiculous. Cos in fantasy land, anything is not impossible... I hate myself for having such an imaginative subconscious... I m so so so tired. Jus got back from an all-nighter Indian flight n only got to sleep at 10 n 2 hours later I'm jolted awake cos I felt so much sheer pain n hurt; dreams of him doing more hurting actions, saying more hurtful, misleading lies. And I wake up n feel so so vulnerable, n I threw a childish crying tantrum at myself. And I get upset n sad, n i dun think i did anything to him that made me deserve this, except the stupidity of having loved him whole heartedly before. This is absolutely the first time in my life things have gotten to me this way, maybe because this is the first time I had to deal with such an idiot. When m i gonna get better? I just wanna sleep peacefully, away from his thoughtless, inconsiderate, selfish acts. I truly wonder how can a person be so insensitive to such a point tt he cannot imagine putting himself in another's shoe, esp one whom he claims he loves, n be so.....Ah well, it was all lies. And I was stupid to believe them all. I dun wanna be affected anymore. Someone please come n make dodo get better, faster...cos i dun wanna cry no more. :( Sigh silly soft emotional dodo as always~

Ferry Ferry Merry!!!~

24 hours is all I need...
I ain't ashamed to say that I had spent my Christmas Day depressing n contemplating shit...
I learnt that numbness of the physical self is achievable thru painkillers n cough syrup...
But the aching on the emotional side doesn't just go away tt easily until one has set the mind to it.

But I'm bounced back.

I dun need some childish dude who doesn't know how to handle his emotions to fu*k around with mine.

The truth is, everytime I'm just beginning to be happy, he swoops in n shits over everything by calling me n telling me he is still in love with me.

And this is wat happened, AGAIN, just Sunday nite.
He called to tell me he loves me still, alot, n wants to get back together... wants me to be his children's mother.. that he is just planning vengeance with curly haired bitch, tt he will never treat me the same way blah blah blah n whatever.
The next thing I know, he's walking hand in hand together with her at Zouk, later tt SAME evening. As*-shi*-ho.

Anyway, whatever lar.
The soft spot for him has dissipated, evaporated into thin air.
By his own doing.

The heart has healed n I'm all ready to fall in love again... :)
There r so many cute guys out there, so many with so much more character n intensity n depth.
I need someone with passion n intelligence. Someone who appreciates music n art n what not n educates me.


So... Dodo is smiling!! ; )))

so many mistletoes... who to kiss tonight!??! ;D

Al n me... newly singled for the New Year.

Thank you for intro-ing me to yr bunch of great frenz....

"Who say Alvin drink???!!"
*All raise hands* ;D

Muscle fiercely negotiating who to finish e33... hahaha~

Ma boys~
Muscle n Javen...

Must have!!!~

Moet moet moet~

I'm getting on very fine thank you.
N nobody's gonna come n rain on my parade.

DON'T

Just fuck off..
dun mar my playground with your fucked up presence.
dun tell me u Love me n bring her fucking there
Dun tell me it's pride n it doesn't mean anything.
dun tell me anything.

u never belonged here u stupid gotta-pay- for- her -entrance or got-to-get-yr-fren-sign-her-in stupid pretentious shit.
dun ever think u can pursue the 2 fucking u-deserve-it- asshole -slaps for- scratches -crap


dun u ever tell me u Love me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T!!!!

Don't call me at my number again.... DON'T!!!!

i will slap u over n over again
If it's a scratch, i will scratch you over n over again..

I will never have anything to do with you ever again.
Shut Up. NeVEr...

Dun call me... Dun anything me. I know you needy, i know your weakness.
do you want me to spell it out here!?!?!?

cos everyone will see tt u deserve it.

yes..... i m fierce..... beat that

Dun ever ever EVER tell me U love me. ANYMORE. HYPOCRITE.
cos u never gonna get an answer on the other end of the line Buster.

And this time i mean it. ran out of chances from Ms Nice

Get Merry With Ferry!!

Doctor says I'm unfit to fly....

Flu virus causing me to not be able to sleep too apparently.. (got this kind of virus one meh???)

N since my company made me write explanation letter b4 for having MC yet still going to work...
I have decided to f*k them n not go to work lor... ;p

But Doc din say I unfit to get Merry...
Laughter is the best medicine right?? ;D

So... I blame Deep Dish's GU#25 Toronto.. Track #5 for putting me in to party mood...

And I'm in a freakin' good mood...
cos it's Christmas eve n finally I dun have to work!!!
Past 2 Christmases I have had to work my ass off on 14 hour flights... n all i got was to drink with a bunch of colleagues whom i dun give a shit bout...

Christmas n the festive season is for spending with loved ones back home...
N that is wat im gonna do tonight...

Toodooloos~

Because we know how to Live, Laugh n Love...

It has been a cool, rainy, romantic, lazy pre-Christmas Saturday...

N the first weekend in a long while I have decided to be a good girl n stay home, curled up in my warm duvet.

The events of recent whirled round in my head over n over again, as usual.
I AM n will certainly die of over-thinking at a ripe young age, as Ed would aptly put it.

However, the simple pleasures of Life, to be surrounded by people who u care bout n care bout you too, leaves me feeling warm n fuzzy. Must be karma... :)

I dedicate this post to my 'chup-chup' mix of great frenz.
A mix of conscientious, ambitious, fiercely passionate people chasing various dreams, from all walks of life.
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The evening started with a v mung zhang me, as I ran up n down loading the foils n foils of food, pail of bottled drinks n floating equipment (a.k.a grills, charcoal, tongs, skewers, disposable cutlery, fire starter, all the bbq bleah bleah oh n i even remembered the bloody ashtray!! ;D hahaha) into the back of my car.

Not a joke cos my boot was filled to the brim n thank god some of the dome darls are meeting me at the train station n helping me to get some juice, mixers n other miscellaneous.

Didn't help that various pple calling me n asking me stuff when i already running late!!

I drove down to the nearest petrol station, threw 3 packs of ice n 8 bottles of beer on the counter, (damn heavy lar!), only to be told candidly by the cashier "next time no need bring the ice in... u can jus tell me n u pay n u go out n take it to yr car..." -__-"

wahahaha~

When I finally got to the train station to pick them up, I was a flustered sweaty mess... n not to mention catty, snappy n bitchy. ;D

Didn't help that the place was kinda outta the way n the pit was way way in at the end of the pool lar!

Thinking back now, my friends r such angels for being so patient with me. *kisses*

Didn't help too that the sky was overcast n threatened a thunderstorm n it started drizzling once we got all the stuff n made it to the pit.
But sure helps that the pit had a shelter over it!! ;D


The first batch of early birds...
Very impressed with my friends. When I went to park, they got down n dirty v quickly skewering n fire starting n buttering.

Sorry Adi I brought such lousy Japo firestarters!!
Next time i buy proper one!!

The buttering...

"Girl!! yr hair getting into butter!!!!"
"Aiyah.. i dun care lar, it's so long I won't even notice"
eeps! ;D


Yay!

I thought I would be spending the nite bbq-ing.
But I din even have to stand near the pit at all!!! Or lift a finger!!
They all took turns to do everything!! Even the clearing up later!!
Wahhhh I got such angels for friends!

Which left me time to cam whore.

Hello!!!

Look here...
Look Here@!!!!

K we finally looking at the same cam.

No need intro... u sure know who they r lar.
Ah Ling n Ah Lee lor!

D & D
"Whereever u r, watever u do, I will always be here for you.."

Everyone can see how D sayangs me to the death...
See... karma

Had to order pizza...
"Stupid bit*h of an operator on the line!!"

I prepared not enough food.. my bad!!
Gone in 3 secs...
yesh... sorry my hungry jus come down from work friends!!

Lesson learnt...
BBQ cannot 1 person prepare one lor...
I tot i had more than enough food... but next time i must get more more more than enough it seems!! n an army of kitchen helpers as well pls. ;D

Cheryl n the cheeky von

Happy couple.
Going to 2 years soon..


Gift exchange

My ever mischievous Loy go plant 3 bogus gifts: namely Adi's backpack, Nic's LV carrier n a bottle of 7-up which happened to be lying there.

Then she snigger snigger come n tell me... hahahahaha~

I wasn't excited bout the gift.. i jus stood on a bench n took in their excitement!
And i clasped my hands together n did a very lil private victory jump in the dark.

My friends are happy! yee hee!!!!

yeah!

Sorry to interrupt guys...
I was strutting past with my other pal... Absolut.

See how happy I m with Absolut in my arms...

Let's 'tah' D's gift!! a bottle of 7-up!??!?!??!
Incredulous...~
hehe

We got Moet Rose....
Pretty n Pink!!
Compliments of Von!!
Woo hoo!!!

Yeah... that's the problem when there's cork~


Stacked~

Champagne plus vodka n other mix sure kill me.. though i think i had jus a glass...
Sorry Von... for scaring u with my driving after....
Lucky so short distance back home... cos I was at my drunkest ever n driving...
No more again...
Esp after I jus took 12 demerit points lei!!!!

Taxi to n fro Zouk from now on!!!

Say "Pr0n Star!!"

8 years n still going strong...
I know I can always rely on you....

Hungover 3 Xs a Week...

Once Again...

During the gift exchange, I was just delighted to see my frenz excited n happy...
Looking for their numbers...

And this item was gotten by Gwen..
How cute.

N cos I hungover.... will blog later in the day
Absolut Vanilla, Ruby Red n Chivas n beer n 2 chix wings n 1 slice of pizza ain't a pretty combo.
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D: Think I really gotta detox. The alcohol is killing my brain cells... think I really gotta stop drinking from eh.... okie okie.. it's impossible to stop drinking this week man.

R: you better think properly b4 u finish yr sentence lor...

D: Yeah... ;p oops...



On a side note... I'm so gonna lose my bets...
(Added another last nite... S$250 plus dine anywhere)
Cos I just feel like I wanna fall in love...

Deniz: "Aiyoh.. this is break up season... so many of my frenz breaking up"

Dodo: " Cos these people cheapo mah. Break b4 Xmas save $$ on present. At least I still bought my Xmas present." *completely blase look on face*

I love n missing the concept n entire process of falling in love.
If only we can do that over n over everyday...

Argh... persevere Dodo!! You can do it!

;p

They make me smile... despite hormonal dysfunctions...

I love my Dome Darlings n Chummies...

they make me smile...

so much despite an early hormonal dysfunction explosion...
either that or i having a miscarriage...
the body is protesting against all the alcohol n nicotine abuse..

I still have an active love affair...
...w my car...

n the photos from my pre xmas thingy r coming up soon...

tears n laughter abound...
oooh... they r all my ultimate angels... :))))))


Once again.. i love my crazy friends... :)

Ahhhhhh!! It works!!!

Ahhhhhhh!!!!!

I can change font colour n type again!!!!!!!!

N it's all because I re did the Zoukout post!!!!

Woohoooo!!! Must have been a stupid bug!!

Looks like lao niang no need shift blog liao laR!

Heheheheheheh.... easy to satisfy me...

Anyway... enjoy the Zoukout pics!!
Can go back sleep le! Mission accomplished!

Oh no. Officially Insomniac...

Die.
Think I'm officially insomniac...
Went to bed at 4 woke up now,fully recharged, not even bright but sure goddamn early.

That's why they always say...
There's always a first for everything lor.

So neh neh~ *scowl*
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R: I'm really looking forward to the New Year. So many things I'm gonna do differently

D: Ah? Aiyoh... I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to it...Kinda scared..

R: Y scared one?

D: So many things can happen in 2 days... I'm sitting here thinking of all that had happened n i know that there is a reason behind it all. I'm just wondering wat the new year will bring lor.
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E: I bet that U will get involved again b4 I come back in June.

D: No I will not!! *super indignant*

E: Fine. If it happens, u gotta treat me to Four Seasons in London...

D: I will take that bet, n top u up £50!

E: I dun need the £50. I wanna make the bet easy for u to lose!

D: -___-" nah bear~

Thanks for the vote of confidence.
Wat R friends for right? ;)
Willing to take more bets. Come come... ;p

When acceptance creeps in, Life is starting to look abit more grand as a single.
N I slowly look more n more forward to the New Year...
Woot!~

You Fall, You Get Up Again... :)

"I'm looking for Love, for real love. Ridiculous, consuming, inconvenient, can't live without each other Love..."

Why didn't I pick that line up all those other times I watched the last episode of SATC?? (N Ed thinks I have an unhealthy obsession w the show. bleahg ;p)

N I realised that there's nothing to be upset about...

Yes, I made my mistake of believing someone when he says "I Love You" too soon in a rship....too many times...

But really, the kind of Love that I was looking for was never present in that relationship. :)

N I will never ever settle for anything less than that.
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Anyhoo, I gotta shift blog cos Blogger seems to not allow text n colour changes of fonts le. So sian.
N that's the only reason why i would abandon my 3 yr old blog.

Wow.. 3 years le. I din even realise that at all before i wrote this.
All my laughter, tears, anger, love, mainly raw emotions, all translated into words.
This has seen me through 3 break ups so far...
1 for each year? *grimace* ;D


I might keep the name, but I'm open to new perspectives.
My usual khakis will get the url once I settle in I promise...

In the meantime, I'm looking forward to the surprises that Life will definitely continue throwing at me.

Wat's the balance when u deal w assholes

when you're nice...you're too nice...

n somehow i can't bring myself to be as much of as ass/jerk as the other...

anyway... above all...
I'm the better person...

Maybe i'm not such a Bitch at all...

I have become the better person.

n i'm moving to a more private blog...
Where assholes dun belong...
Where mind games r not played.

sigh...

cos i think i need more privacy from the ass-hole-le-sy of it all...
It IS hard to accept when a person you have loved before is not one you knew to love.

I'm such a bitch

yes i know I can b such a bitch.

You guys can call me anything u like...

I'm cool with it.

:)

Thank You for Lying...

People who know me know I need to say wat's on my mind, esp when there's something bothering me... otherwise i will implode..

So here is wat I'm gonna say to you

1)You lost me the moment you decided to lie to me.
Now i wonder, all those times you said u were in the gym, at the shipyard, or a simple 'i can't explain why i did that', wat the hell were u exactly up to??

No wonder you never went on msn whenever i was at yours, becos u had stuff to hide from me.

Dun tell me tt u did not think it important to let me know. (I like to face the music, do you?) That couples r supposed to trust each other. Trust is built upon constantly, not blaming the other party for not having it in u in the first place.

From the first disagreement we had during the incident with J, to the times I let u know I spoke to the ex, I had already laid down my grounds. U/I will judge wat is important to know or not, we tell each other everything. So stop making lame excuses.

I trusted you blindly all these while, thinking u were honest with me from the very start. Believed all the shit tt you told me. All those times you were uncontactable, even during the break, I gave you the benefit of the doubt.

It doesn't matter now that u went out with her.

Wat i think is despicable is that when u saw my calls coming in, u conveniently ignored it n told me later, so confidently 'Sorry I was in the gym'. Like real, like all the other times. I couldn't tell the difference, I always believed you, but this time I know.
I must say that u r pretty damn good at this lying thing!!

2) 'I'm not trying to sound irresponsible here, but all these things would not have happened if we did not fight.'

So Classic. So You.

I blamed myself so much initially for our break up, my quick temper, my thinking too much.

But you have proven yourself to be the kind of partner who runs away n gives up when things get difficult. I hope u continue living yr semi charmed life.

3) Thank you for teaching me another valuable lesson in relationships.
I dun hate you. I'm numb. Thank you for wasting only 6 months of my time, love, care n concern b4 u started lying to me.

4) You have officially become the 4th person in my life who have royally betrayed my naive trust. (Dan, u know she is one of them as well eh. ;p)

Someone whom I will never ever believe or speak to ever again. Someone whom I will cease to even think fondly of.

Come this weekend I will clear off all traces of my once existence in your life. And wipe off all memories of you in mine.

I will take it as our life paths only crossed in another dimension. And I will have nothing to do with you no more.

Once again, Thank you for lying to me.
Bet you didn't know that this would be my reaction this time.

I've got a love affair with my family car....

Blogger is crap...
My ZO photos r fuckd...
I promise that i will do a repost once i get a moment.. leaving for London morrow evening.
N now i can't change the font n color like i usually do...
Eeyur..

anyway I got this lengthy text from Mommy when I got to Winebar Friday..

"Ps drive carefully n dun act rashly. I feel very jittery abt u aft u wen out. Constant self-awareness n sef realisation of yr weakness n shortcomings will help u see clearly the real YOU! REmember. All problems start fm self n can be resolved if u remove yr delusions n let go undesirable desires. Vicious circle. Look @ difficulties deeply which r yr wake up calls. Ps take vry gd care of self n be safe. With luv always, mum "

How can i tell mom that this time... I was self aware n self realised... that the other person was not!!??

How can i tell mom tt this time... i saw myself n the other person clearly n somehow... my Love was not enough???

That whatever i said n did was not enough to save wat was left??


So I sat in my car n cried...at 5 in the am...
And i told my car that i loved him... cos he was always there for me... never got me into roadblocks... n ferried me safely from pt A to pt B whenever I auto pilot him from zouk to home...

N then... i felt like... maybe that's the kind of man that i need...
I use him, abuse him... n all he wants is to still be there for me... rain or shine... cos at the end of the day, he will know that i appreciate him... n he loves me for me... n that's why he's there for me still...

And all he did was hum patiently in the lot n tried to expel smoke from within while I replayed Deep Dish n wailed like a baby n smoked like a chimney...N i felt like he was actually listening...

Google me...

Good morning peeps...

eeeps! it seems like u get me grand blog when u google Zoukout 07!
Muahahahahaha~

On MSN:

Ed: oooh that girl in the blue bikinis is hot!

me: I know!! everyone always says Veron is hot!

Ed: Why no ass pics one? You know I m ass man...

me: No lei... i was wearing skirt!

Ed: I dun mean just yr ass... like.... girls' asses

me: -_____-"

Smelly Ed... no cigs for you in LHR.....

Then...

me: Rate me rate me!! Have I lost weight? My fren ask me if i worked out b4 ZO?!? Hahaha~

Ed: i would say an 8.5 without looking the ass. plus 0.5 more if got ass pics!!

Wahahahahaha~

Ass pics next time then...... ;D

I love you Zoukout'07!!! PLEASE come back next year!!

OKIE DOKIe... the photos r up!! And from the girls' cams as well!

Where should I start?!?

To give you a feel...

Woot!!

Dance....
Veron is a shuffle penguin!! Yea!

Of cos there will be drinks...
I had enough last nite though....
So i sufficed on Ice Mountain... kakakaka~

Me n The Chipmunks

Is impossible not to attract attention with this lot...
Ping is cute as hell, Von is adorable, Veron is cool...

Their mission:Take pics with all the cute guys at ZO'07
See... i come back from toilet they found one for me le... ;D

Oh yeah oh yea!

Drink somemore lar!

Tee... he's now officially my ZO friend.
we been to ZO #2 together with Le Rif in .. 200(?) n last yr ZO met up n this yr again!!
ZO is our annual meet up sessh!

Things heated up when Armin started at 5am...
Though Carl Cox ain't half bad either!

ARMIN!!

ARMINNNNNNnnnn!!

AHhhhhHRr!!
I officially love Trance now..

Cos of Armin Van Buuren...

I love this pic...
We were dancing in front of Gay central

My man of the nite.. Cals...
Thanks for taking care of me til the girls arrived...

Yesh... n thank you for your ear n shoulder those nights I wailed like a baby
Hope I haven't burst yr ear drums.
Yar Lar I'm pathetic okie... ;p
Toughen me up!!

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On big nights out... there must always be making out....
So I made out with....

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The Pingster~
And we tot the rest were not looking... ;D

And then...
yummz~



Shit... i missed out on Veron... *sulks*

"Dodo!! I want somemore kiss!!! Humph!!"

"Orh lar... sayang"
Wat to do?? Must share... ;p
hehehe~

THe Gay Podium
They all come out to play every year at ZO....
It's Gay central

Ba pok on gay podium...
Dang her/his(?) legs n ass HOTTer than any of us girls!??!
N she/he(?) wearing a thong somemore...

Ba pok close up...
We tot we caught a glimpse of his/her "ah hem" peeping out once when she dancing...
Hmmm... or maybe the poor thing just needs a wax....

My benefactor for the night... Francis san n his bald fren (cannot remember his name)~
Remember i said yesterday tt I was starting my 20 min walk after parking at Imbiah Lookout Point towards ZO venue when a nice stranger offered me a ride???

It's the first time in my life I hitched a ride. Mommy taught me never to...
But I tot... "Wat da hell, everyone only going ZO wat!"

The Q for the tickets were ridiculously LONG!
Dodo hates queuing to go clubbing...
NO Queues!!
But I had to... ;(

But cos of Francis san.... who somehow had extra VIP tickets..n VIP treatment cos he jus left his car with the Zouk dude... (n lao niang had to endure 1.5 hours AFTER entering Sentosa compound n not have a lot) I got in FREE!!!!

I was gonna give up n go park at the far far carpark lar..... then take the freakin bus in...
Lucky I did not lor....

Of cos Mommy also taught me not to accept drinks from strangers....
So i had to bring the girls with me in case i get abducted...
I thought he was gay... cos he abit.. u know....
hmmmm~

Then he told me "Your friend is damn adorable lar"
Von... he means you...
He says he feels like he just want to........ you...
kekekeke~

It was a mad mad mad night...
My legs sore from running around in the sand...
my knee still hurts from mambo on wed... (kns~)
n I realised I stank like a raccoon when i finally had a moment to myself in the car at 7 in the am.
Gave some people a lift outta the island while walking out to my car....
The Q for the bus was INSANE~

Tip for everyone.... Please drive to Zoukout...

I damn damn shag when i hit the sack... N i slept like pig when i touched down today in AKL
But was it all worth it??

Dawn approaching at 6.30am

The morning breeze... The sky turning orange..
Your fave girlfriend drunk n making cute noises n squeals....
The music so incredible in the background...
I really did not want to go!!!

If this is the last ZO.. even if it's not...
For the sights n smells I encountered that night...

i say, YES IT"S ALL WORTH iT!!!!!! AGAIN AGAIN A-freaking-GAIN!!! ;D

I leave you guys with more babelicious photos...

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This pic's damn chio lar we all! ;D