...

it's a rollercoaster ride..

Think I gotta just avoid more conflicts n anguish by not calling or texting unneccessarily...
no matter wat he says to me now...

I'm damn hungry n it's too cold to go out...
my eyes r sore from crying n my lips r cracked n painful from the cold n the cigarettes...

He promises that things will get better....
I take it...

But can I do it?!?

ARGH~$#%$^%^