Missing out... Closure, Same issues...

Errr.... Im missing Stephane Pompougnac morrow at Zouk...

:(

Sian~

Somemore its a lame Manila nitestop...
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The Ray text today...

So delayed response...

Jus "You r right. I'm always running away"...

Prob the closure I need... to know that I was always kinda right, n that he prob finally realised wat he lost...

In the relationship I had with him... my losses outweighed my gains...
I have come to realise on my own over time that this break up was never meant to b my loss but his...
I even contemplated if he deserved my friendship ...

Hmmm...

V good progress for someone like me who is super insecure one lor...

Yeah... I is super insecure one...
I know i dun look like one such person but the truth is i am.

i jus wanna know...
How does one change oneself to b a more self assured person??

Else I will be going thru the same issues in a different rship...

Aiyah... why must have rships...
Like Von... I'm kinda tired of men...
How good is good?, is the question....